How must I begin? How must I begin again, begin again? How must I end? What if I could transcend? If I am not my thoughts As I arise, am I new again? When I leave home And I decompose Don't melt away these bones So when I die with no soul And I just regrow Let the soil soak up my bones Let the earth flow through me for a minute And let the light glow through me just for a second, yeah I want to feel useless, oh, just for a minute I want to be faceless, oh, for more than a second When I leave home And I decompose Don't melt away these bones So when I die with no soul And I just regrow Let the soil soak up my bones Put me down into the ground And bury me without a sound I don't want my energy to become the heat I want to breathe differently So just let my energy soak into the trees Into the leaves And let the plants grow through me and complete me I'll intertwine with the leaves So turn me to green 'Cause now I stand on new feet With new energy I'm complete When I leave home (I know I've stayed within the shadows) And I decompose Don't melt away these bones (But I, the self, became the wind) So when I die with no soul (I watched the way the light glows) And I just regrow Let the soil soak up my bones (I, the self, became the everything)