I lost almost as much as I gained No longer wishing that things stay the same The action feels heavy The room starts to fill With maybes and one days To cover your bills This year has been nothing but a blur Mine can't adjust as fast as yours If I help everyone else first To you I'd be a compromise Is everyone waiting Or idle in turn? Running in place But I'm far from who I was I've made amendments But it's still in my chest We're all pretending That we can still be friends This year has been nothing but a blur Mine can't adjust as fast as hers If I could help everyone else first To you I'd be a compromise A lot has changed But I feel the same So much has changed And I'm the same