Weighed down in a hotel Talking to myself Lately I've been there Lurking around Most times it's torment Waiting for perfect So I'm clinging to something That's better than now Heaven knows what Heaven knows what Heaven knows what I'm living for If yesterday's gone Fuck the hang on Heaven knows what I'm living for I've got a grudge On repeat I've got a grudge 'Cause I'm killing me Mean acts of service Serving their purpose Bitter intentions Buzzing around Blare out the, the floodlights Dripping from my eyes Can't see the daylight Piercing the ground Heaven knows what Heaven knows what Heaven knows what I'm living for If yesterday's gone Fuck the hang on Heaven knows what I'm living for I've got a grudge On repeat I've got a grudge 'Cause I'm killing me I've got a grudge On repeat I've got a grudge 'Cause I'm killing me Weighed down in a hotel Talking to myself Lately I've been there Lurking around Most times it's torment Waiting for perfect So I'm clinging to something That's better than now