I can feel your fingers in my serotonin Gropin', eyes rollin', you're so sweetly potent Warmth crashing slowly like a silent ocean This far gone, you don't think of overdosing Oh my God, where the time go? Hours skip, hours gone Life in fast forward, days vanish; heaven come Leave your bad days numb, try some chemical love One million feet high with nowhere to run, singing You know I care for you I make it fair for you Always there for you, baby I'd take a fall for you Hear me call for you I'd do it all for you, baby You're like the ecstasy I take When I just wanna' disappear The love you give me is a curse And I just want to make it worse You're like the ecstasy I take When I just want to disappear Feeling like a million Higher than the buildings, feeling like a million But when you this high you ain't feel any feelings Overcome all barriers, burst through every ceiling We die in the AM, resurrected every evening Alive all weekend, suicide Tuesday Late night warriors, early morning doomsday Getting lost in the rush, my new favorite hobby I've been looking everywhere and all I found was molly You know I care for you I make it fair for you Always there for you, baby I'd take a fall for you Hear me call for you I'd do it all for you, baby You're like the ecstasy I take When I just wanna' disappear The love you give me is a curse And I just want to make it worse You're like the ecstasy I take When I just want to disappear Feeling like a million Want to disappear, now I'm nowhere to be found Wanna' feel your love, now we're up amongst the clouds Darling, lately, I don't think we're coming down I'm afraid of the fall, I won't ever hit the ground Want to disappear, now I'm nowhere to be found Wanna' feel your love, now we're up amongst the clouds Darling, lately, I don't think we're coming down I'm afraid of the fall, I won't ever hit the ground You're like the ecstasy I take When I just wanna' disappear The love you give me is a curse And I just want to make it worse You're like the ecstasy I take When I just want to disappear Feeling like a million