Looking over my shoulder What's going on behind me I can see the past and it's fading at last And I'm feeling like I've never felt before Looking out my window What's going on outside me I can see the future, with a promise of peace And a freedom like I've never known before So, I can't understand it, why can't I stop crying These waves of emotion should carry me clear But I've come face to face with my fears And I can't stop my tears Look into my eyes now What's going on inside me I can feel this passion become an obsession And I need love like I've never done before So I've found myself a lover He loves me like no other He satisfies, and his taste is much sweeter Than I've tasted, tasted ever before So I can't understand it, why can't I stop crying These waves of emotion should carry me clear But I've come face to face with my fears And I can't stop my tears, no, I can't stop my tears I can't stop my tears