Not so long ago in Oklahoma, the son of an Okie preacher knelt to pray He said Lord I want to be a Christian soldier just for you And fight to build a new and better day Now many years and miles from Oklahoma That same young Okie boy still kneels to pray But he don't pray to be no Christian soldier anymore He just prays to make it through another day 'Cause Lord, it's hard to be a Christian soldier when you tote a gun And it hurts to have to watch a grown man cry But we're playin' cards and writin' home havin' lots of fun Telling jokes and learning how to die ♪ You know, the things I've come to know seem so confusin' ♪ It's gettin' hard to tell what's wrong from right I can't separate the winners from the losers anymore So I'm thinking of just giving up the fight 'Cause Lord, it's hard to be a Christian soldier when you tote a gun And it hurts to have to watch the children man cry But we're playin' cards and lightin' up ain't we hadn't fun Turning on and learning how to die