My mother texted me I love you I can't remember the last time I heard her say it Cause she don't show affection to well So my apologies to any girls I ever dated This love is a taught emotion You have to learn to love before you can show, or even say it I'm just a victim of circumstance But don't pity me, this life is what you make it And they want to strip me naked, take everything that I came with I promise to leave with more then what I came with Opportunity knocked and she ain't left since But the money keep calling and I love her accent I like girls, but I got to get rich Only women I love, or family and close friends But you gave me something to remember, how could I forget Remember this? I'm doing good, you can't behave like me I'm not what matters, don't worry bout me I'm not what matters, don't worry bout me You must love me; me On the road to riches, praying for wisdom Pray the choices that I make don't land me in prison Pray my cousins listen So we don't have to miss 'em We just take the ending And make a beginning Your Honor, I'm sorry but there's just things I had to Treat my sisters like my daughters so they ought to had two You may not understand, but I do what I have to Not make an excuse Cause everyday I live with the decisions I made Cause I don't want nobody ever paying my way And if there is no way, then I must make a way And if I feel the urge going back to old ways Then I take a day 1, 2 don't stop it Everywhere I go these dreams in my pocket And while the clock ticks, empty pockets Trying to take care of my son and I ain't got shit But these beats and these rhymes is what I live for Wondering everyday what I'm here for Child support don't give a damn they want dinero I'm just trying to find my space in this aero Keep my lines straight as an arrow I could tell you a lot of shit but you won't care though My vision clear as I'm riding in this Volvo Contemplating with my team trying to get this dough though In that four door, look up to the sky Cause a nigga see the glory Salute to the leaders and ones that came before me Ain't nothing change but the address I'm just trying to see progress