I've been taking my time Waiting around for something it never comes I'm not trying to sound like I am cynical Cause I've been here before I know the way that this works And it's really not working I think every day if anything here is worth it I keep to myself cause I don't need to know So I stare at the clock until it's time time to go I've been bored for so long So I just started writing These little songs became the only thing That I could relate to So I've been talking to strangers And blowing these speakers I left you all behind cause if I ever need this It'll be on my own I think better alone And if no one's around they can't tell me I'm wrong And I'm wrong oh many times I'm wrong I'm taking this year off And writing so many things off it's uncomfortable But I'll admit when I cry and if you see me tonight you can know Most likely I'm ready to go