I remember swimming in a pool No I wasn't swimming - I was drowning I must have been about 7 or 8 years old & I didn't really know how to swim But I jumped in the deepest part of the pool & I started sinking You know how you do the dog paddle to stay up I was grabbing handfuls of water & I was trying to yell but my mouth was filling with water So it was like gurgle gurgle As I was going down for the last time I looked over to the side of the pool & The last image I remember is this blurry picture of my brother Standing by the edge of the pool With his hands in his pockets watching me drown I always thought he was taking the change out of his pockets Getting ready to jump in But now I have my doubts