I think I've just fallen out of love
It was sudden like a finger breaking
A stray hair laying on a pillow
I don't wanna have to deal with that
No, I don't wanna have to deal with that
I don't wanna have to deal with that
No, I don't wanna have to deal with that
Why would I not show you how I feel?
Why would I keep it all a secret?
I am only a slug in the woods
Leaving nothing but a silver trail
A skeletal bear dying in my arms
Her fur is white and wet and matted
I marched in the street for that
A Friday in September
And what did it do, but fill me with worry?
I don't wanna have to deal with that
No, I don't wanna have to deal with that
No, I don't wanna have to deal with that
No, I don't wanna have to deal with that
But like, whatever
It rarely comes when you want it
When you want it
When you want it
I go back to my house
I live on a hill
At the door, there is a man
Resting on the sill
A sliver of silence before he speaks
Swallowing the words on his tongue
How am I supposed to deal with that?
Yeah, how am I supposed to deal with that?
Yeah, how am I supposed to deal with that?
Yeah, how am I supposed to deal with that?
Here comes the spiral I drew from the navel
And the old maid wanders back to the cradle
And the old ways die in the light of the day
And the old things never really go away
But like, whatever
It rarely comes when you want it
When you want it
When you want it
Yeah, leave me alone with everyone I know
And I'll look you in the eyes when I'm older than you
But, you're older than me
How can that be?