Who am I? What have I become? Lose myself To my demons oh Take my breath I'm done with it I was an imposter Pretending amongst gods Now no one can save me I'm lost and it's my fault I made my mistakes and I know l'm not perfect I'm losing my purpose And I've traded all my pride For misery I'm drowning and paralyzed I save my breath 'Cause maybe I deserve this life Yeah maybe I deserve this Yeah maybe I deserve I just wanna sleep till I can't feel a thing And l'm lost in a void And my mind's always blank How'd it get like this? Is my life still worth it? I was such a lost cause I was no one And nobody can save me It was my fault And I made my mistakes And I be paying 'til the end of my days But maybe I deserve this Maybe I deserve this