I forgot what I wanted to say when you answered your phone Power's off in my brain I've felt colder today than I've done in a month I can't wait to get out of this room And into your bed sheets Off this couch Even a party Something I haven't done for long I could take a walk like somebody who has their life put together or some I might bake a cake for my grandma it feels like I haven't seen her for long Or just send a text to my sister cause I really miss her I want her to know My head really hurts And life's too short for these kind of emotions But I keep on slipping in And if I could I'd save you from this hell that I'm living in One breath at a time Tryna save this life And I know eventually that I'll be fine One breath at a time I'll figure this out I just wanna treat myself and others right I forgot what I wanted to say when you answered your phone Power's off in my brain I've felt colder today than I've done in a month I can't wait to get out of this room And into your bed sheets Off this couch Even a party Something I haven't done for long I could call my mom talk for hours cause it really helps when me I feel alone I will tell my boyfriend I love him and thank him for all that he's saved me from I am loved by all of these people and somehow I still feel so alone I can't wait to get home