I am done being the selfless boy I'm told i once was Because nothing makes an asshole Out of one more than love. On that truth i'm dependent While i claim my independence, I refuse to speak my mind. I am a freak of my own kind. Too tired, too tired for anything And nearing the bitter end Of a weak and fraying string. Holding my indifference As a sign of my existence, I am wholly what i lack. So fuck this shitty (track?) I tried, But fuck trying when There's just doing And succeeding. There's just "proving it" There's just living up to shit. I'm so sick of it I'm so sick of it