You had me ready for a lifetime
I never wanted to say goodbye
You pulled away while I wasn't looking
Never really fully understood it
Maybe you just needed time to be alone
Took a while, but I disconnected
Finally found a light in all this mess
And now you're saying that you want me back
But
I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto
I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you
I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause
I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
She's not me
(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)
(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)
I know exactly what you're doing
You call me tryna jog my vision
Say, "Remember the time when we laughed at 4 AM?
Watch the sun rise above the red mountains
You don't look at me like you did back then
That was a time when we had no troubles
Nothing to stand in the way of what we had
Now you say I never want you back
But
I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto
I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you
I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause
I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
She's not me
(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)
(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)
How am I supposed to tell you that
How am I supposed to tell you that
Everything I need, I had
Everything I need, I had
How am I supposed to tell you that
How am I supposed to tell you that
Everything I need, I have
Everything I need, I have
I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto
I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you
I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause
I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
She's not me
I'm doing better than the thread that we were holding onto
I want to know just how it feels when I'm not banking on you
I hope you find someone to show you everything I couldn't 'cause
I'm sorry, but I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
She's not me
(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)
(She's not, she will never be, she will never be me)