They told me that the jig is up I'm way too far from winning But I'm close to finishing my self image I do not fit in With these simple minded fucks I'm way to witty Out this bitch its time to gitty up Close to poppin off heating up they callin me molotov This aint off the top but pass me a pen and go on and on I may be a ways from making it but I aint falling off bitch I got a plan to get rich not for myself for my momma She got no clue that I'm on one or the potential upon us I gotta I gotta go and save her tho I gotta keep dropping this music no point in saving them hoes I gotta yeah I gotta go and save her though Do I feel like the weight fall on my back its kinda yes and no But its worth it when i get my mama x and o's Im so sick of her stressing though She an angel in my life number one far as them blessing go Yeah I guess thats what gratitude feel like Thats why I'll make it far cause I thank and add it to real life I gotta keep working with no vacation Yeah While my soul is feeling oh so forsaken Yeah Its my time and I'm tired of being patient Yeah They say everything worth it worth the waiting Damn So I work on my peace and meditation Yeah Pick a book up and work my concentration Yeah Hella overthink and I hella hate it and its safe to say it don't help when I'm feeling so belated In the music scene I feel I'm getting old But I still shoot for my goals I know you know how that goes Thoughts I deal with on own I know it don't help for shit I try to distract myself but distractions first on my list So whats there really to do Fake it till you make it who's that really gon fool A pool of fake rappers that made it guess thats really my cue Nah fuck that shit im too authentic Thats why I look up to Smino Saba Russ Cole and Kendrick I gotta keep working with no vacation Yeah While my soul is feeling oh so forsaken Yeah Its my time and I'm tired of being patient Yeah They say everything worth it worth the waiting Damn So I work on my peace and meditation Yeah Pick a book up and work my concentration Yeah Hella overthink and I hella hate it and its safe to say it don't help when I'm feeling so belated