I'm up again Chasing the memories of you in my mind Replaying the love and reliving the lies It's no good for me It's not meant to be I'm up again Enjoying the the pain that you left inside Where can I go? Oh, where can I hide? It's embarrassing to me I feel like I'm grieving It was me that you loved In those arms so tight Last week, by this time Smothered and adored It was me that you loved Need those arms tonight Take away my pride A rebel in the rolling Take away my pride Fuck being alone again Come be a burden on my mind I wonder what you got for me? You made it crystal clear What you give to use sparingly You give me just a little And I take even less Your love is not mine to keep I hope you feel it sometimes How wrong you are How cold and bold and stone you are Maybe you'll never change I'm up again Alone again So alone again It was me that you loved In those arms so tight Last week, round this time You used to smother and adore me, now you just leave me lonely Need those arms tonight Take away my pride Yea I'm a rebel, (a rebel) I'm a rebel in the rolling Out here, out here (Take away my pride) I'll do whatever you need me to do (Fuck being alone again) Nobody wants to be alone again Come be a burden on my mind I'm up again Chasing the memories of you in my mind (Chasing the memories of you in my mind) Replaying the love and reliving the lies It's no good for me I can hardly breathe baby, I'm Alone again Chasing the memories of you in my mind (I can't seem to keep up) Replaying the love and reliving the lies (I don't wanna live a lie no more) It's no good for me It's not meant to be I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be alone Alone again You made me seem so wrong, when I just don't wanna be alone Alone again