I am barely alive I am barely alive This time it's happening Just a little bit too fast It'd better be worth every ounce of pain you put me through This girl I see in front of me With (scars?) of steel And broken dreams I am barely alive This girl I feel With a shattered heart Cripples my life She cripples my soul Never makes we want to start Never makes we want to start again She lets me start to feel The last thing I ever have and wanted to be She lets me start to feel The last thing I ever really attempted to be I am barely alive She lets me chose how to wrench it all out Every piece of my dirty consciousness She makes me wanna die With the full moon of her filthy life in my eyes In my eyes And what you see is what she made me Half a man with one foot in the grave What you see is what she made me Half the (?) with my foot stuck in the grave I am barely alive I am barely alive I am barely alive