I made it back To the place Where I started from To join you in This time-zone I feel it drifting away Till it's too far gone Don't let me drown For a moment Lost in my head So I found myself Underneath again Another relapse And there's this Pain again I tried to fight it But everything's in vain And I'm still wondering Where I went wrong I'm tired Tangled, whitewashed, and spent I could go on And on but never stop This descent It can't be helped Is there a reason to Living in a Bubble of delusion An unrelenting picture Of a perfect future I'm trying for so long To fill this lack Until there's nothing To hold on Feeling it creeping Through my bones Through my bones I feel it drifting away Till it's too far gone For all the times I let you slip Through my hands For all the things That surely led To nothing To nothing If I ever reach What I need to be If I ever stop dreaming And start to live again If I ever reach What I need to be If I ever stop dreaming Is this the time To feel alive? I'm tired Tangled, whitewashed, and spent I could go on And on but never stop This descent It can't be helped Is there a reason to Living in a Bubble of delusion An unrelenting picture Of a perfect future I'm trying for so long To fill this lack Until there's nothing To hold on Feeling it creeping Through my bones Through my bones