Then as now
I've occasionally relapsed
It's not unparalleled
Bring me a cure
For this dark
The guiding lights
Still missing
A prison I'm
Not safe in
I'm still awaiting
This moment
When I finally
Break free
From this monotony
I won't accept
My legacy
Forget remains
Aftertaste from this
Lingering sound
Stomping this
Wreckage back
Into the ground
The past has found
Its place in history
Then as now
I've occasionally relapsed
It's not unparalleled
Bring me a cure
For this dark
The guiding lights
Still missing
A prison I'm
Not safe in
I've been
Told to stay
I'm still awaiting
This moment
Unbending every lack
Of consistency
Have I ever faced the sun
In this crumbling wasteland?
Gaze into that horizon
I've been
Told to stay
Told to stay
I'm learning
To live again
A moment
Of clarity
Still awaiting
This moment
Unbending every
Lack of consistency
I'm learning
To live again
A moment
Of clarity
The past has found
Its place in history
I can't endure
This thought
To waste my life
Like this
I'm too obstructed
Can't find myself
Alone in this
I need a change
A break from
This monotony
Sick of stagnant
Minds surrounding me
Disassociate my self
From everything
I can't endure
This thought to waste
My life like this
Related to the past
Fucking conservative
I need a change
A break from
This monotony
I can't endure
This thought to live
My life like this
I've been
Told to stay
I'm learning
To live again
A moment
Of clarity
Still awaiting
This moment
Unbending every lack
Of consistency
I'm learning
To live again
A moment of clarity