I just
Want to get this
Out off my chest.
Get this burden
This baggage
And all the rest.
Out of my mind,
Out of my head.
Cause maybe
This is for the best.
Maybe to find
Something new,
Maybe I know
I'll be worse.
But the feeling in this moment
Is the best in the world
The best in the world.
Give it another try,
Tear this moment apart.
What are we trying
To reach with all
This negligence?
Is there an isolation?
Is there a plan that
I am not aware of?
Pitching headlong
To the ground,
Trembling from the cold,
While the clouds
Still drifting.
Does the presence
Of a putative leader
Make all your previous
Convictions sway?
Is this really what
You want me to be?
I shed my skin,
Took a moment
To cave in.
Gave up everything.
I'm still counting the days
Till it's not me
Trying to be different
to be different.
And make it
Into a better world.
Why does it feel
like I've been abandoned
From all?
Endlessly trying to find
The right melodies
For these words.
I shed my skin
Took a moment
To cave in.
I'm suffering in silence.
I won't accept
Another council.
Encountering sedition.
Distinctions that
Once left me marveling.
It's separations
With deliberate
Intentions that make
Me doubt everything.
I'm still counting the days
Till it's not me
Trying to be different
To be different.
And make it
Into a better world.
Why does it feel
Like I've been abandoned
From all?
Endlessly trying to find
The right melodies
For these words.
I shed my skin
Took a moment
To cave in.
Pull me closer
And let me feel it.
Shapeless thoughts
Clinging through
My head.
Let me feel it.
Promised to reform
For myself.
Finally getting
This out of my sight.
Out of my
Out of my mind.
But the silence stays.
Another soul around
Misled and gone astray.
And I am still
Blind and mindless
Walking until the night
Clears the way
For me.
And I am still
Blind and mindless
Walking until the night
Clears the way
For me.
I'm still counting the days
Till it's not me
Trying to be different
To be different.
And make it
Into a better world.
Why does it feel
Like I've been abandoned
From all?
Endlessly trying to find
The right melodies
For these words.
I shed my skin
Took a moment
To cave in.
Why does it feel
Like I've been abandoned
From all?
Endlessly trying to find
The right melodies
For these words.