I don't wanna feel it but I do
I run in circles
Till i can't see the forest for the trees
But I'll give you an answer
And you won't have to ask me twice
Or tell me please
Cause I'm a good girl, get it done
Know I'm not the only one
But I could be
Yeah I'm a nice girl, help you out
Tell me what you think about
Free therapy
I don't know if this makes sense to you
But it all makes sense to me
Oh
I've been working so hard
I've been tryna turn it over
I swear in five years
You're gonna tell them "I know her"
I've been working so hard
I've been tryna let it go
But when all is said and done,
I'm still here and I'm alone
Don't wanna feel it but I do
Oh
Don't wanna feel it but I-
I write it all down
Till I can't see what's right in front of me
I try it all out
I beat my fists until my knuckles bleed
Oh but I'm a good girl, I'll get it done
Just wait till I become the one
I wanna be
Or I could be a bad girl, let you down
Run my mouth all over town
Need therapy
I don't know if this makes sense to you
But it all makes sense to me
Oh
I've been working so hard
I've been tryna turn it over
I swear in five years
You're gonna tell them "I know her"
I've been working so hard
I've been tryna let it go
But when all is said and done
I'm still here, and I'm alone
Oh I'm alone
Don't wanna feel it but I do
Oh
Don't wanna feel it but I do
Oh