In bed without you
I'm wide awake
Try to just forget I found you
And then how I pushed you away
Oh my god, was I insane?
You had everything that I ever wanted
But now I'm checking off the boxes in our old apartment
And while I'm packing up my things
I just gotta pour a drink to help me
'Cause love kinda sucks
Pretty messed up
I guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all
Old ups come down
Crashing to the ground, and maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth
Take a look around and you're not here and I just can't believe you're gone
But the beat goes on and on
Riddled with anxiety looking over my shoulder
We were out of luck, out of four leaf clovers
Looking for the answer trying to find some closure, aye
But I ain't getting any closer
People say to never walk around it, but we do
We never talk about it like the problem is see though
I wonder if I'm better off if I didn't meet you
No, no I don't wanna need you, girl
I know that this is all of my fault
But who would've thought I'd miss you this long
Singing this song but you never call
Love kinda sucks
Pretty messed up
I guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all
Old ups come down
Crashing to the ground, and maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth
Take a look around and you're not here and I just can't believe you're gone
But the beat goes on and on
Love kinda sucks
Pretty messed up
I guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all