Late in my life I'll be weeping over everything I didn't find The love of my life Was my own despair throughout the happiest of times I was a deadbeat You were so sweet Like honey And that is my brain Finding out the only thing I wanna feel is pain At least I know my name The one that feels like everyone Believes that I'm a saint I was a dead beat You were so sweet Like honey Honey And I should have known That every second here Is just another one alone It's carved into my bones Every other winter I turn into heartless stone I was a dead beat You were so sweet Like honey Honey