Another day I'm locked inside Staring at walls in my mind Trying to make sense of this year It's not getting better So now I'm running faster Trying harder to move backwards That's somewhere I can't go I guess I should've known It's getting harder to lie that I'm okay I wish you'd hate me I wish you'd hate me Call the doctor, 'cause it's time for some therapy I wish I loved me I think I hate me Now it seems it's four years later And I'm still feeling like a failure I wish I was doing better But the only thing changing is the wеather Good times, they lеave too soon Maybe I should leave my room But the sun doesn't shine brighter Should've held onto my friends tighter Good times, they leave too soon Maybe I should leave my room But the sun doesn't shine brighter Could've held onto my friends tighter It's getting harder to lie that I'm okay I wish you'd hate me I wish you'd hate me Call the doctor 'cause it'