Cold rain Dripping on my face This month's so f*cked up especially saturdays Lost in my thoughts i dont know what i want A drunk f*ck ill be better on my own "I have no character Even when i thought i could go in living here Nothing changed about who i really am I wasnt trying to get stronger or trying to make things better That was a lie I was just striking an obvious pose To justify myself to say that i was trying my best" Cold rain Dripping on my face This month's so f*cked up especially saturdays Lost in my thoughts i dont know what i want A drunk f*ck ill be better on my own Dont know what youre worrying about baby Ive been a motherf*cker lately You shoulda know that soon ill be gone because my mind is going crazy Got nowhere to go Im feeling low Ive been lonely but i dont need any hoes Yeah im turning cold dont call me no more I will text u back when im drunk at my home Im so lost cant find myself F*ck with hoes it doesnt help No one ever f*cking cares Send me love when ill be dead Lay the flowers on my grave It was f*cked up saturday I dont feel like im myself But i dont need any help "Im just a small cowardly filthy piece of trash Whos always worried about how others see me How theyll accept or judge me and nothing... Nothing about me has changed. Ive known it since the very beginning" Cold rain Dripping on my face This month's so f*cked up especially saturdays Lost in my thoughts i dont know what i want A drunk f*ck ill be better on my own