Every time you go to Paris
You leave it all behind
What does he have that I don't?
Can't pay that any mind
I'll be in Malibu if you want to find me
And it's all up to me
All up to me
All up to me
Running from it all
Feels like we'd never hit the wall
Open the door
And throw up in the sink
Drinking water from the garden hose
Trying to remember what its like to peacefully blink
But the hardest part of it all
Is that it's really not that hard at all
Last time I wrote to you
And I'd wished you'd stayed
But this time I think of you
Only once or twice a day
But what else can I do?
My world used to revolve around you
Every time you go to Paris
You leave it all behind
(Yeah, yeah)
What does he have that I don't?
Can't pay that any mind
(Yeah, yeah)
I'll be in Malibu if you want to find me
(Yeah, yeah)
It's all up to me
Is this what it feels like to be free?
Free
Free
Where we end up
I guess we'll just see