We went to a house party
You remember that?
It was way back when on the tail end of when we were still in tact
We kissed on the street
We had too much to drink
And I finally thought I'd made it past your brink
Your friends, they laughed at me
But I won them over
You told me I was hovering over your shoulder
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
I've always craved stability
Couldn't cut my thick skin
But for you I bled love stupidly
Couldn't help but romanticize the agony
Got addicted to watching your eyes roll back underneath me
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Then it was ripped from inside of me
From you or me, I'm not sure
It's still too hazy to see
For three good years I didn't let myself breathe
Feeling my actions slowly peel away from creed
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Love isn't something that should break you
But your memories of him, they still wake you
Now I'm stitched back up
I've found my inner peace
But I still think about the party at the tail end of you and me
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
I saw your picture online and it made me think of you differently
But that's on me for lack of accountability
I take back that time I said that you never tried
I just wish that you could see you through my eyes
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
We went to a house party
You remember that?
It was way back when on the tail end of when we were still in tact
It was cold outside and head to toe we were both dressed in black
I lit a joint and felt you melt down my back
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Love isn't something that should break you
But your memory of him; it still wakes you
Now I'm stitched back up
I've found my inner peace
But I still think about the party at the tail end of you and me
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say
Got so much to say