Got a million words I wanna say But they all seem to slowly slip away Oh I'm sorry it turned out this way I know sorry doesn't change the pain It's not that easy to make right what is wrong Wish it was easy But I'm not honest I'm not being honest with you See I try to make it right But I've got walls on all sides I'm not being honest with you I lie awake you next to me Earthquake in my heartbeat Give or take what you need I'd do anything to see you happy without me It's not that easy think of all I'm letting go I try believe me but I need you to know That I'm not honest I'm not being honest with you See I try to make it right But I've got walls on all sides I'm not bеing honest with you No No No Whoa I look into your eyеs nothing is changed My body cold as ice hearts in flames I let it slip through my fingers till it shattered Because for a minute I was reckless And I forgot you're all that mattered And I know we can forget this It will never be the same And I'm the one to blame No I'm not honest I'm not being honest with you See I try to make it right But I've got walls on all sides See I'm not being honest no Wish I was honest with you No No No