Careful words with no response He spends his nights in coffee shops Quick to fall, but he won't catch you He disappears like cheshire cats do And I know, I know, I know You don't know, you don't know me well And I know, I know, I know I don't know how to be by myself I swear that I am flying while I'm walking on a wire Convince myself it's raining while you're setting me on fire So I'll follow you down this rabbit hole 'Til I don't know how to let you go Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke 'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone Empty words and flying sparks With something cold to replace his heart He's perfectly assembled while I'm falling apart He looks just like a work of art He's untouchable so far away He's further than outer space Trying to breathe in and out, it keeps on getting hotter But I'm okay with drowning, baby, if you are the water So I'll follow you down this rabbit hole 'Til I don't know how to let you go Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke 'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone Every word he's ever said to me Is burned into my memory He takes his time erases me from his mind And quickly I'm unraveling He's gone and then he's back again But maybe I'm just dreaming it all Ah, I drink you up, you shrink me down Dig myself deeper underground I can't win, I can't hide 'Cause it's all in my delusional mind