I ate too much think I might throw up I cry too much look like I'm on drugs I try too hard and it's not enough It hurts too much so I'm going numb And I don't trust anyone Spend all my time trying to unwind But it's still too much I go to work in the morning And then I come home It gets really boring always being alone And then I sit in my bedroom stare at empty walls I threw out all of my things because I hated them all I eat my dinner alone, I don't wanna stay home all the time I keep losing my friends over and over again Along with my mind I ate too much think I might throw up I cry too much look like I'm on drugs I try too hard and it's not enough It hurts too much so I'm going numb And I don't trust anyone Spend all my time trying to unwind But it's still too much Open my eyes in the morning then I'll close them again It gets kinda boring always staying in bed And I hang out with somebody, I don't know too well They don't know that I'm dying They don't know I need help When I'm driving alone I don't want to go home But I don't want to go out I think everyone hates me but I know that I'm crazy Hope they don't find out I ate too much think I might throw up I cry too much look like I'm on drugs I try too hard and it's not enough It hurts too much so I'm going numb And I don't trust anyone Spend all my time trying to unwind But it's still too much