I got the note that you left on my windshield Thought it was a ticket Didn't read it cause I been scared Acting like a Simpson, I don't care about Springfield Got my inhibitions listed 95 theses repeat See, it don't feel like summer Overcast and i'm sad Cause you said I should lose your number And I ain't no runner Marathon, I'm a side ache shin splint past tense regret Buzzkill bummer Chase a carrot on a stick One you know you'll never get Take me to the other side Where grass is green and trees fall amplified And I can finally get some sleep at night And I don't have to try And you wont be dissatisfied with all my lies And everything I look like And no such thing as goodbyes And I don't have to act nice. I found your little red notebook Tucked between my dirty clothes And packages I haven't opened Read it like your diary It was just a list of plans and goals A bunch of stuff you never told me Probably thought it'd be too boring Probably thought I'd make a joke at your expense And disrespect the picket fence You always hoped would border all your picture perfect sunsets And listening to common sense Has only led me to regret Think something's broken in my head Cause everything is telling me I should But I don't love you yet Don't know why you did or ever would Cause I'm a scrub at best Know my intuitions getting smaller Sinking underwater And I'm drowning I can doggy paddle For a little That's about it It don't feel like summer Overcast and I'm sad Cause you said I should lose your number And I ain't no runner Marathon I'm a side ache shin splint past tense regret It don't feel like summer Overcast and I'm sad Cause you said I should lose your number And I ain't no runner Marathon I'm a side ache shin splint past tense regret Buzzkill bummer Genghis Khan in a red hood Baked goods Big Bad Wolf But I ain't no sucker Still half full cause I'm scared of the suburbs