I was lost then as I am now. Tore a tunnel in thin air and crawled out. Drove past myself in an autumn crowd when we came home and danced around. Never knew just who I was No great excuse but used it up And recited every year for four Believed the lies at my front door. And here we are, near decade in Still feeling I've yet to begin To know how to be in control In the tunnel left my soul. I'm lost now as I was then Tear tunnels in thin air and wander in To spend time with my younger heart And stop the lies before they start.