I always told you not to bleed but here I am with lacerations right above my knobby knees I never said to ask the same of me This is how I cope with losing what I need You don't know what you do I always told you not to smoke but now I think the red and whites are growing cancer in my throat Since you left I've started to grow old You don't know what you do I'm sorry that I'm doing everything I told you not to do If I had a choice I swear I'd choose not to If I had a choice I'd choose not to But I never had a choice in losing you And I was reciting wedding vows but life's a foreign language to me now Every line you fucked up in my head is another naked stranger in your bed If I had a choice I'd choose not to But I never had a choice in losing you