Have you looked deep inside yourself
Deep inside myself i am caught
And you thought i'm beside myself
Deep inside yourself you are not
And i try to find how i am alive
You are not alive i find
And i'm not that girl that you once knew
That i thought you knew i never was
I am much deeper than this
You are now my strangest kiss
I try to identify myself
But i'm still lost in my own personal hell
Have you broken it down within
Have twisted it with my pain
It simply grabbed and overtook your dreams
Ripped apart your means of fame
And you're beside the well of my mental health
I always seem to dwell on your means
You wish that girl with those blondish curls
I wish that i could kill that dream
I can't find myself anymore
Today is the day of redemption
I can't find myself anymore
Today i absolve your intentions
To destroy me
I am bigger than this
You are now my deepest kiss
I finally accept myself
Here in my own personal hell
I try to lock it up and toss away the key
Far away from me where you'll never find
So you'll dig around with your sorry frown
Try to bring me down to your kind
I refuse your game i won't fight today
Hell, i'll runaway from you
I'm much stronger now that i found myself
When you are beside yourself what can you do
I am much deeper than this
You are now my strangest kiss
I try to identify myself
But i'm still lost in my own personal hell