Three years it's been And I still can feel the loathing to Every of my dears My crashing approach is killing me Now I need to know if I'm here I realized that I should have known That none of this will be the same again You never left your disdain to see That my home is further from me I used to be quiet, the boy that mostly went unseen The love of a mother Who's trying to keep alive our seeds I hope you still believe in me I realized that I should have known That none of this will be the same again You never left your disdain to see That my home is further from me No-walls prison Feeling always the same Shift your face 'Cause I'm not done (I shouldn't have been gone so long) I realized that I should have known That none of this will be the same again You never left your disdain to see That my home is further from me I realized that I should have known That none of this will be the same again You never left your disdain to see That my home is further from me