Can't wait for people to say I'm cute Got a billion songs I won't put out soon Can't stand to stare at my phone 'Cause I hate all these socials I can't uninstall And I'm playing The Sims 'cause I hate my life Getting tired of getting high next to monuments of genocidal fucks God, damn it, I'm back inside Shit just keeps getting To me, I'm so pathetic Uh, shit just keeps getting To me, I wish I could kill it I hate it here, I'd hate it out I wish this song was full of lies Can't play the shows I want to play Can't make the music I want to make It feels like I'm never good enough Though now my idols gas me up And this shit so contradictory I can't even trust myself now Wanna be want to be when I can be I'ma say what I say 'cause I can be me And though I hate you I wish I could be more like you