Fuck you and fuck your lies Fuck you trying to be mine Fuck the scene and fuck the lights Ain't nobody here who's nice? A thousand hoes a night Will never make it alright Fuck my ex 'cause he was right Ain't nobody loves me like Him Lately I'm so paranoid Feel like someone Else Swear I can never relax I'm trynna be The best I can be Don't feel like me But I love it Maybe 'cause I'm self-destructive Numb the world just to feel something I've never felt worse, but somedays Yeah! Yeah I love it Maybe 'cause I'm self-destructive Numb the world just to feel something I've never felt worse, but somedays Yeah! I love it (I love it) (I love it) (I love it) I'm giving advice I never take Making the same mistakes again My stomach's been quiet lately So I'm guessing maybe They're all dead in there But I'll be okay Cause I've already been here And I know the way out So keep writing girl But I love it Maybe 'cause I'm self-destructive Numb the world just to feel something I've never felt worse, but somedays Yeah! Yeah I love it Maybe 'cause I'm self-destructive Numb the world just to feel something I've never felt worse, but somedays Yeah! I love it