"I really value you as a friend"
I guess that's not a bad thing to tell someone
But why the hell would he tell me that?
He calls me up again after he kisses her goodnight
It looks like I've been crying and he wonders why
But I call him up again just to convince myself it's fine
What are we doing?
I'm so sick of writing songs drenched in water
Trying to wash him out me and he's doing the same
I'm so tired of treating this like it's water
Cuz if he was meant to keep me afloat he wouldn't drift away
And I know that water would never drown me this way
I really valued him as my friend
But I find when two people dive like we did
You tend to sink in the waves you swim
But he calls me up again just to thank me for my time
God knows that I've been trying, well, I don't know why
Still I call him up again cuz we can't bear to say goodbye
What are we doing?
I'm so sick of writing songs drenched in water
Trying to wash him out me, I just circle the drain
And I'm so tired of trusting him like he's water
Cuz if he was meant to bring me to life he wouldn't disintegrate
And I know that water would never kill me this way
Well here I am singing to the idea of water
Trying to keep my head above, I'm just riding the wave
But it comes crashing in when I hear him tell her he loves her
Cuz yes, he loves her but he won't tell her he loved me the same
I know that water would never treat us this way