No One - Pez
'Cause I am feelin' in a hole now
But they don't hear me when I call out
Down here
There is
No one
It's like you're in a daze, walking 'round, don't know where you are
So much pain to talk about, I don't know where to start
Life's become a burden, I'm always scared
It doesn't matter where I turn because it's always there
More I care it's like the worse it gets
Over time you'd think I'd learn from this, but I haven't
And I wish there was somone there to help me when it happens
But instead people tell me I can manage like I'm dealing
With the feeling that's inside they don't think I feel
Or just because it's in my mind they don't think it's real
The fear that's instilled, you don't think it kills
If I'm not careful pretty soon, yeah I think it will
It's been concealed for so long
Sometimes I really don't wanna go on, but I have to
I tell myself that other people are to blame
But it really doesn't matter what I say anyway
'Cause
'Cause I am feelin' in a hole now
But they don't hear me when I call out
Down here
There is
No one
I don't know why it got so hard for me to say what I feel
Or why I seem to fall apart instead of facing my fears
I'm just tryna be strong
Work through all this hurt and turn it into words that I can write in this song
The truth is I ain't written in a while
Come to think, it's been a minute since I smiled
And I know I should put some music on and write for the day
Instead I just put a movie on and try to escape
Afraid of a day in the future where I'm looking back
Wishin' I could have it all again, now what good is that?
Mind dwelling over all the things I coulda had
All the things I shoulda done or all the things I shouldn't have
Man, spent my whole life living in a dream world
I'm just tryna find the strength to say this is me world
And if my only way to do it is through these words
Maybe they don't have to be perfect
In my head
My head, my head
My head, my head
My head, my head
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
Yeah
'Cause I am figuring it all out
Now I'm feeling I can crawl out
From here
I fear
No one
'Cause I am figurin' it all out (in' it all out, in' it all out)
Now I'm feeling I can call out (I can call out)
From here (from here)
I fear (I fear)
No one (no one
No one, nobody, no)
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
'Cause I am figuring it all out (in' it all out, in' it all out)
Now I'm feeling I can call out (I can call out)
From here (from here)
I fear (I fear)
No one (no one
No one, nobody, no)
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
Yeah
It's all just up in my head
It's all just up in my head
Yeah