If you really love me You know not to tell me I've been wandering around all night If you got the nerve i don't mind It can be deceiving i've been Turning my lights on i know That you're right Hold your hand out it's a gesture babe Go and get them 'cause they stole something I never wanted to seek your praise But i received it near the bagley bridge Pull the trigger you won't feel a thing Make your mind up we don't have all day I only did it 'cause it caused you pain I'm fairly certain you would do the same In december i could still scrape by Dreaming of romantic ways to die I want to jump off of a crowded bridge To feel the pain of splashing in the street But i don't mind How could i mind For most our youth we under slept Which keeps us here and soaking wet But how could i possibly mind I don't care How could i care I can't sleep alone at night So medicate and pacify me How could i possibly care