You have to hurt a little while It feels alright You have to hurt the ones you love To pass the time Then police surround my girl Take me home 'Cause i don't want to Think about it See them someday I just want to Eat pills and sleep And you don't understand me How could you now They want me dead And i don't blame them Orange capsules, estrogen Make them feel terrible And i can't even go on How could i It's getting harder If love is found it's fading fast She feels alright If love is found with just one glance I'll lose my sight The candle seems to melt away I ask you take your fucking time with me 'Cause i don't want to Think about it I ignore the arrogant Insensitive loose way you speak And you don't understand them How could you now You get so paranoid And leave them in the Place you found them Passively you'll Meet me in the hospital And i can't even go on Why would i It's getting harder But you understand me It's getting harder Scoff at them blush It's never enough But you can never ever trust me that's fine But you will trust me in time No harm no shame Is ever the same And you can never ever trust me again You never trusted me then Love mixed with drugs Was never as fun As when i was emotional and poor I'm still emotional and poor