In the dark of night in blinding light
I feel in ways accused of not doing what
I can to open the can I'm holding now
There are rations to be had
Enough to file away the badness
That's been had beneath these sheets
For quite some time now
Would hold me and unfold the hold
I've formed around my soul
And which story should be told
And tolled is hard to say now
I am a liar and so clean and mean
I seek what's in between
To weave the fabric of my story to my audience now
All my friends see their ideal
In me to deal with how
They feel about the actions
I unreel from the line of my life
I can't help but feel the distance
From all humans and their instincts
To hurt and hate and love and mate and masturbate
And I say things that you couldn't
I act in ways I shouldn't
I feel around the edges till
I feel what's real now
To my mother I am sorry for I
Know that she does worry
These are times where rhymes align
So fine upon my tongue now
I can't overcome my dreamin'
It has led me to believe
Tn the greatness of my calling
That's been crawling after me
And I know that she is nearing
For I feel my heart a-rearing
In the cage that is my chest
It rests awaiting fervently
When I hear them bells a-ringing
I will move with arms a swingin
With my will to win and win and win and win and win I will
So with friends who will now listen
I lay claim to what I'm missing
You shall witness tides arise so high with me above it all