My thumb is blue, I'd like to paint it green You remind me of how soft I used to be Singing in the shower all summer, the lavender Everything I do now brings me back to her I would like to ask you But I wouldn't dare That night on love circle drive We were pressed together But I didn't mind Our sweat on love circle drive Leaving was a gift as if I didn't know The last time we kissed just like two animals But all the ways I'm healing and how my body moves Wading in the water out from under you I would like to scream out Thinking of that crime My salt on love circle drive All the clowns of Nashville Up there getting high We were so quiet We were so quiet We were so quiet We were so quiet I don't know what to say Oh god it's been a while Found a roll of film I shot just of your smile But I don't wanna see you, you make my body shake Maybe one day soon I will get past this tummy ache