I could, I couldn't Divorce myself of my future It hung All around my bed that day A sordid place My dreams all grey All you'd say I move this way Or I move that way But when you left My knees went first And there I broke They say that when they held you under You could still breathe And when they dragged you asunder You were still free Laying there with me Stay out Late I'm searching Every night Streets I'm wandering around It's what I needed Dancing Like the cold wind does Fingers Reaching up above To the cracks in your window I've found My upside down My beating heart Yeah, and when we kissed My mind went first This restless curse They say that when I held you under You could still breathe And when they dragged you asunder You were still free Laying there with me