It was kinda like All my fear crashed at once In a lonely room The other side of your love It was like I'd just run too far Downhill I was filling up Everything I'd emptied out For another chance At the world I'd cut down When the river broke though Oh, my god, it got me stuck I was trying to get back to A time when I just gave a fuck It was kinda like Clawing back through running water For another lung To breathe in what was gone, yeah It was like it just got too deep Man, I give it up (I should have cut my hands) Just to show you I was real (I should have given up all I had) Take the blood in me, yeah When the river broke through Oh, my god, it got me stuck I was trying to get back to A time when I just gave a fuck Just gave a fuck I don't wanna feel like I've lost anything Lost anything at all I just wanna get back to you Give me a chance to break my fall Should have cut my hands Should have given up all I had Should have cut my hands Should have given up all I had