I'm not one of them
I've never been
But I'm so
Happy on the outside
Oh, I've been waiting
Contemplating to change
Everything about me
But wait I can't be late
Always been second place
It's how I cope with what's killing me inside
Am I enough?
That question's tough
When the voice in my head
Screams enough is enough
I'm not one of them
I've never been
But I'm always
Happy on the outside
Oh, it's so much fun
Suckin' on my thumb
'Cause I'm just so fuckin'
Happy on the outside
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I'm broken and bent
I've always been
But I'm just so fucking
Happy on the outside
Feelings are overrated
Keep me sedated
To take what's left of my sight away
But wait I can't replace this stupid look on my face
I need to tear out this hole in my head
Out on the edge, I feel the dread
And my voice screams get out of my head
I'm not one of them
I've never been
But I'm always
Happy on the outside
Oh, it's so much fun
Suckin' on my thumb
'Cause I'm just so fuckin'
Happy on the outside
I don't wanna be so
Don't care if you say so
I don't wanna be like one of you
I don't wanna be so
Don't care if you say so
I don't wanna be like one of you
I don't wanna be so
Don't care if you say so
I never wanna be anything even close to you
I'm not one of them
I've never been
But I'm always
Happy on the outside
Oh, it's so much fun
Suckin' on my thumb
'Cause I'm just so fuckin'
Happy on the outside
I don't wanna be so
Don't care if you say so
I don't wanna be like one of you
I don't wanna be so
Don't care if you say so
I don't wanna be like one of you
I don't wanna be so
Don't care if you say so
I don't wanna be like one of you