You're seeing ugly faces in your dreams Let me know what it means We told ourselves we'd tell it true But I learned how to lie watching you ♪ This dirty place don't want you here Looks like you're stuck another year You close your eyes, a scene rolls by A strip mall under somber sky My back was to a corner, lonely in a crowd I couldn't hear you calling, the bullshit was so loud I'm sorry you got borrowed, I'm sorry you got bruised I wish I could've found a way to be of better use But I'm a lonely shade of blue I don't know what else to do ♪ Does it even matter? Does it ever last? I didn't want the answer to the question that I asked Can I kill a monster? Can I be youu man? I can't afford to give a damn if you don't understand I don't know how I built this boat Or if it's always gonna float You're seeing ugly faces in your dreams Please let me know what it means