I asked myself am I still alive? I'm praying to god take me from demise I asked myself am I still alive? I'm praying to god take me from my lies I asked myself am I still alive? I'm praying to god take me from demise I asked myself am I still alive? I'm praying to god take me from my lies Hey yeah I just wanted to let you know That I'm not gonna be able to make it to work today Yeah I'm pretty sick, I'm just not feeling that great sorry I called in sick 'cause i wanted to bash my head Into my wall until I turned it red Just take the day off that's what my girlfriend said But I'm sitting in my room and my walls are still turning red I called in sick cause i wanted to bash my head Into my wall until I turned it red Just take the day off that's what my girlfriend said But I'm sitting in my room and my walls are still turning red If i told you the truth I know you wouldn't buy it So I'll just go sit in my room and stay quiet (shh) Mama says I sound angry like a riot 'Cause I don't want no day job I just want silence And I don't know what's wrong And I won't go too much off I called in sick cause i wanted to bash my head Until I turned it red Take your day off instead I don't wanna go to my job! I called in sick cause i wanted to bash my head Into my wall until I turned it red Just take the day off that's what my girlfriend said But I'm sitting in my room and my walls are still turning red I called in sick cause i wanted to bash my head Into my wall until I turned it red Just take the day off that's what my girlfriend said But I'm sitting in my room and my walls are still turning red