I lost myself last night 'Cause I tried to forget And all I've ever wanted Was a purpose and some respect That little voice inside Ran like a river, now it's dry So I lost myself last night 'Cause I tried to forget Throw me around and break my body the way That I should go Coming down I contort my bones To change the way I grow Cause I gave myself into the wild I've gone so far you'll never find me now I am the water turned to bile Tearing truth out of my mouth Veins illuminate my body I lost myself last night 'Cause I tried to forgive Bottle those dreams I haunted With disregard and lack of respect That little voice inside Ran like a river, now it's dry So I lost myself last night 'Cause I tried to forget Throw me around and break my body the way That I should go Coming down I contort my bones To change the way I grow Cause I gave myself into the wild I've gone so far you'll never find me now I am the water turned to bile Tearing truth out of my mouth Veins illuminate my body Held the truth from my eyes Keeping secrets from the sun In the dark of the night I see no one's having fun Cause I gave myself into the wild I've gone so far you'll never find me now I am the water turned to bile Tearing truth out of my mouth Veins illuminate my body My body, my body