There's almost nothing left You eat my kind for breakfast What did I expect To come here and find anyone? Find open arms to feed me I sicken myself so much And you eat my kind for breakfast You eat my kind Chorus: Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whenever I fear I let my guard down, whatever I was ignoring Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been Seeing myself this way I am a monster I believe And seeing is believing Is there no doubt left? When I wake up I poison myself And poison gives no appetite I sicken myself so much I sicken myself so (Chorus) Did we expect these things to change By waking up and suddenly there they are And all I need's a starting place And nothing ever seemed so hard... (Chorus)